Meloncholy Mantra

negative mantras

Its all that conjures

drawing from depression

Dark sides of the moon

 

Becoming consumed

dread always looming

dead inside

meloncholy blooming

 

Sound so emo

but Just got done crying

Want to end it all

Maybe after a bit more trying

 

Only grace

Is drugs and dying dreams

family and friends

I barely get to see

 

So fucking broke

Can barely think

Life raised its taxes

My destiny in the ground

 

No more waiting

This weight is crushing

Trying my best

In a chapter without rest

 

Tested by god

Definietly getting F’d

Maybe its for the best

Perhaps divine jest

 

All seems apart of something

Hoping someday it wont just be nothing

A new way

Outta old way

 

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