negative mantras

Its all that conjures

drawing from depression

Dark sides of the moon


Becoming consumed

dread always looming

dead inside

meloncholy blooming


Sound so emo

Just got done crying

Want to end it all

Maybe after a bit more trying


Only grace

Is drugs and dying dreams

family and friends

I barely get to see


So fucking broke

Can barely think

Life raised its taxes

My destiny deeper down

 The burial grounds


No more waiting

This weight is crushing

Trying my best

In a chapter without rest


Tested by god

Definietly getting F’d

Maybe its for the best

Perhaps divine jest


All seems apart of something

Hoping someday it wont just be nothing

A new way

Outta old wah filled ways